pangirlbrit

I was 14 You were 23 I was in treatment I was vulnerable -Naive I was getting ready to leave I wasn't ready I took the opportunity -that you gave to me I gave you the opportunity to take advantage of me We didn't have intercourse -thank god for that God only knows what you could of gave me. I feel manipulated and now almost 4 years later I feel like you did what my stepdad did to me You took what little innocence I had -away from me I was in a dark place -Emotionally I was immature I didn't think Part of it is my fault -but I mostly blame you Why? You may wonder. Because you were 23 and I was 14 You knew where I was in life -I think t

YOU! Everyone loved you! You’d buy candy. You’d give us the shirt off your back -if we needed it Everyone trusted you! You fooled Everyone! All I want to know is -Why? Why did you hurt us? How could you? Didn’t you know it was wrong? Didn’t you care?

I am Nice I am Smart I am Caring I am outgoing Some days I'm Goofy Some days I am Silly Some days I am angry Some Days I am boring Most Days I am Happy. Most days I am quiet and Most Days I am the nicest person You will Ever Meet. I have been through Abuse sexual, physical, emotional, and verbal. I used to be a victim NOW I AM A SURVIVOR Some days...it can seem that I am a completely different person But I am Never someone other than my true self. When I like someone -I can easily get really Clingy. I don't try I just want to be loved I just want to be able to love someone back! I sometimes can't find the right words to describe my att

Don't Give in; Don't Give up. You are who you are. You can't change that. You were meant to be this way. You're not an outcast. You have friends. You have people who love you! Nothing is worth ending your life over. Nothing is worth hating yourself. It won't be like this for long. I feel your pain I know your suffering It gets better. I know at times -It can feel like there is nothing left to do -you have no way out That's not true. Many people Love you! Don't give up Don't run away One day you'll find happiness Before you know it -Mean things that people say -Won't Matter anyway Don't be afraid Believe in yourself! Believe in Who You Are! Y

Wish I still consider you my friend I really miss you You were my sister -best friend Lying in the same room Noticing your purple walls Noticing your white bed-frame - Headboard -Foot-board Seeing your nightlight I miss how we danced I miss how we'd talk on the phone for hours on end. I miss your smile I miss the happiness we felt when we were together -The happiness -a mutual feeling I remember us shaving our legs -though too young to even have hair on them Unfortunately, we don't keep in touch anymore We practically lived together -were practically sisters I never ever wanted to go home. I really appreciated it when you, your family, an

I'm not Normal! I'm not skinny; I'm not Normal What is Normal? I'm not Gothic I'm not into Aeropostle. Does that mean I'm a bad person? I'm not What most people would call beautiful. I wear Skateboarding shoes but I don't skateboard. Does that make me a "poser" or a "wannabe"? I don't smoke. I don't drink. Does that make me uncool? I don't do drugs I don't party. Does that make me a "goody two- shoes"? I'm not into Lil Wayne, -not into 50 cent. Does that make me boring? I'm from Tennessee, I love Country music. Does that make me a "country- hick" or a "hillbilly"? I sit at home, I have nothing to do. Does that make me lazy?

I don’t even know you -not even sure if I met you once Last Night I had a Nightmare -or was it a dream? I guess it could be taken either way. You’ve been missing since October 13, 2011 -I believe. You are just 14 -what can be so bad that you not only think about running away, but you actually do it? Where have you gone? My “dream” showed me that you were found -still alive But you had Permanent Brain Damage. Is it true I Never wanted you gone from everyone…never to be found! Your family members seem to have lost hope but my heart keeps telling me -Have Faith, She may still be alive. How can I do that? Times